It’s never a great feeling when you suddenly realize you haven’t been paying attention to a pattern at all and have gone far beyond what you were supposed to in terms of next steps. UGH. That’s where I’m at today.

I’m making Uniform, Build Your Own Cardigan by Carrie Bostick Hoge with a Tidal Sands Epic Fade Bundle in fingering weight from La Bien Aimee. For this cardigan I’m holding the yarn doubled to get the right gauge. I’ve been waiting and waiting for the right project to use with this yarn and I love this pattern because it is more like a recipe with lots of customization. You can make a longer or shorter length. You can have no shaping, A-line shaping, or waist shaping. You can have bell sleeves or regular sleeves. You can have patch or inset pockets, and you can have a shawl collar or not. Great, right?

I was going for longer length, A-line, with inset pockets, regular sleeves, and I hadn’t yet decided on a collar style. That was dependent on how I felt toward the end and whether or not I had enough yarn. But I’ve blown by the spot to begin the A-line shaping (about 10 inches ago) along with the spot for inset pockets (also many inches ago) and the one that’s not optional is the beginning of the front shaping that turns this into a V-neck cardigan (luckily only several inches ago). What the heck?!

No idea what was happening in my brain as I just kept on knitting with this gloriously beautiful yarn, making a larger rectangle of squishy merino goodness. Apparently I completely forgot I was using a pattern. Time to rip some of this, folks. I think I’ll be ok on yarn amounts to swerve and do a no-shaping more oversized option than I’d previously planned. I’m ok with a more oversized sweater, no sweat. I previously chose that version to make sure I’d have enough yarn and now that seems like it will be ok, but I’m also going to double check gauge/math/etc. before heading down another potentially disastrous path. Seriously, must have been hypnotized by the yarn.

This makes me want to put this project in a time out and cast on socks, yet I also really want the sweater…